it's going to shower on broadway

to live and i die, i take this to the grave.

Sun, 19 Nov 2006 07:14:22 GMT

im so sick of this shit. friends, family, everything. everyone is bullshit.

i went out with friends tonite. and ended up breaking one of my friends face in.

i swear to god i miss my old life. love my lifestyle. but i miss people who really truely matter to me

True agents of change.
The living proof,
i put all my faith in you.

Sun, 11 Jun 2006 22:09:26 GMT

holy shit. its a post from me? your stunned i know........

ta bitches.....

Fri, 17 Feb 2006 19:01:53 GMT

losing friends is the best
really
i fucking love it
to rumors.
really
what better than that.

Tue, 14 Feb 2006 21:02:41 GMT

Dreams In Squares and Circles....

"-choke on your hellos
and die on your goodbyes-"

Fri, 10 Feb 2006 18:25:42 GMT

I'd love to drown you in a sea of your own blood
kisses to me and watch you choke on it

how many songs do you wish to be written about you?
this isn't the first and it wont be the last baby

how well you fake a smile and some tears to match
you wanted everything and more

everything is ruined
when i have you again
your're mouth gets sewn up forever
i'll never let you go
Mrs. hardcore fashion show

kiss your drama queen days good-bye
those days are so long gone and this day so are you
this is the last night your neck is not serrated
this charade is getting older than suicide attempts

say you love me
say you love me and write it in your blood

and you know what
say it again
see how fast your chest collapses
we are all the lucky ones
and i'll decorate myself with your insides
and i can wear your face as a mask

dont cry
you just got what you wanted
how cool you look now
how much better would you look with your heart lodged
inside the brand new cut in your throat
your body is as blue as your hair

Soley concentrating on the negative aspects of life

Sun, 29 Jan 2006 22:55:42 GMT

A discontent for the vile and the wretched
Will bring forth reparations of the most severe degree
Things will change
And I will be the catalyst to
Weed out the weak and beget strength of character
Glorifying minds and souls
Celebrate the spirit while denying breath and life
To those who would choose to live depraved
Depravity, a thing of the past
A life not in vain
I am the end, I am beginning life anew
My soul is free from weakness
Free
Refined as gold
A standard to be met by all
As we embrace righteousness, we embrace life
Purified, united. set aside from the majority
I will serve as an example to man as hope
By defending those I love with my life
I stand here bold and strong
As a testament to my abstinence
My heart is open; this slate is clean.

Fri, 13 Jan 2006 21:58:03 GMT

good news ladies and gents.
we have confirmed dates for the return of the ever so unpopular
DANCE FLOOR MASSACRE

here's the plan. we booted adam and took on a buddy of mine named john. ladies.....he's loaded in the loading dock so suck it up. well. or something like that.

we'll be spending the next 2 months getting back down to the dirty and writing you some new dance tunes.

get ready to dirty up your blouses people.

blue

Fri, 06 Jan 2006 22:34:47 GMT

bat your eyes 1000 times
ive dreamed of touching your face

i never thought it could be this good
ill never forget you
not in a million years
something about how good you look underwater
like the dream ive had

since you looked the other way
but now you can only look up cant you?

my angel
you look so scared
a few more bubbles
a little more effort
and you'll be home
its only water i promise

so you think they'll miss you
say how they once touched your hair
besides to brush the mud out
how beautiful you are
atleast till they find you

you'll always remember my wavy face
and ill always remember that lovely shade of blue you wore that night
that tag on your toe says " I love you "
I loved you

something about how good you look
under the water

Tue, 03 Jan 2006 06:24:02 GMT

well you know that saying that when it rains it pours. how i see it is when it snows and they say 4-7 inches, it really means were probably going to get a fucking blizzard and im going to make no money. fuck it, ill sled to work.

anyways, nothing new at all has happened. christmas was bland for the most part. new years was a bust cause eric didnt come over. plus shit got stolen at my house, so heads are rolling right and left.

ive figured the lot of my friends are scared of me. not always fun.

me and chris are well. past 5 months so this is actually a relationship. other relationships have flushed themselves down a 450 lbs. asscracks toliet. but thats just find. its where that person belongs. me and chris are starting to get bearings on plans for the big day and whatnot.

besides that i work. too much. im loaded with money coming soon.

donnie comes back tomorow. so im stoked out.

and its almost time to condition for surfing.

Mon, 12 Dec 2005 20:28:25 GMT

lie awake
things will be better the moment you cant wake up
by the way
when did you realize we're better off without you
you'r lying tongue cant spit filth now
my how the weather changes
hiding your knives behind your back
to strategically place them in mine
when you get home...we are now severed
the glass has been broken for the last time
pulling your tongue til it rips from your face
you've always been ugly but not as nauseating as you look now
i hope you slit your fucking wrists to save me the effort of writing your suicide note
your inspiration world of lies
i see your failure in my eyes
tears burn an open wound
burn away the memories of you
tip toeing to avoid your selfish sob story
after everything we've been through
we've got to crawl...crawl back on our knees
you left with everything you ever wanted
you left us and now you get two thumbs up
you're gettin two thumbs up
you get an F for effort
no more sunday migraines
your eyes will forever sulk with all you've burned down
you think your're so cool now
cause i left you now
and left you crying to yourslef
and i cant help but laugh because you brought this on yourself again
in this clip theres 13 ways to say your're sorry
well there's nothing you can say to repair all the damage you have made
all in all you'll never follow through with it
won't you share your revelations
your're ugly and no one likes you

Fri, 09 Dec 2005 20:45:28 GMT

tomorow im going to scream so loud
i hope i break your glass ears
i defy you

Wed, 07 Dec 2005 19:12:14 GMT

denver
salt lake
boise
seattle......fuck that place. and the people in it.

Sun, 20 Nov 2005 21:05:38 GMT

so i hate lj now. but ill let you know whats up.
yesterday me and chris woke up at the ass crack of dawn to go see shai huluds last/reunion show. it was in poughkeepsie, ny so it was a 3 and a half hour drive. i drove all the way up. we got in and met some kids at the gas station up there around like 1. its like 18 bands playing. just a few playing were from a second story window, number 12 looks like you, 100 demons, my bitter end, red chord, darkest hour, walls of jerhico, shai hulud, and converge. so show was sick. i got to sing my favorite shai hulud song with van deer the lead singer. saw pete for a second or two, got to sing with the chick from walls too. it was chris's christmas present to me. and its the best present i ever got. some rough stuff on the way home jsut because it was a four hour drive back after a crazy show with lots of dancing and being mosh king didley. but its all good. today i only have a half day of work and then tomorow im cleaning the whole house so its presentable for noelles pop.

i do have to say. im so much better of in rhode island with all the right people now. then with anyone who was up here before i moved.

Mon, 03 Oct 2005 19:31:00 GMT

bleh.

Wed, 21 Sep 2005 19:05:46 GMT

bored to shit.

Wed, 31 Aug 2005 22:09:20 GMT

bitches and snickers bars.

butterfinger buckwild and im out.

Wed, 24 Aug 2005 16:50:22 GMT

the trip sucked.
i missed chris the whole time.
loved seeing the boys.
went back to work.
i love money.
but not more than i love christine.
have to start planning for her birthday.

later on.

your starving for tasteless murder

Mon, 15 Aug 2005 06:25:33 GMT

we'll walk these streets baring torches in our hands
and we will shine a new light upon this soon forgotten city

Fri, 05 Aug 2005 22:04:42 GMT

tim to the driving range for his birthday. big storm coming.

Sun, 31 Jul 2005 05:44:04 GMT

an amazing day.
with an amazing girl.

finally in a relationship that will be worth it.

off to bed.

happy.

Wed, 20 Jul 2005 05:00:18 GMT

tomorow. im shaving my head down to nothing. almost.

Wed, 18 May 2005 18:09:09 GMT

well lets see hur.
work has been fantabulous. lots and lots of money.
i have steadily seeing ashley for the last few days. we played pool with justin a few days ago. then the other night she came and stayed.
i got nicknamed pirate.
i love it.

band is ok, although i havent seen those fuckers in a week.
we have two shows coming up. this next week. likelyhood we'll be ready to play is zero. but still. new songs suck zach's hog.

besides that im incredibaly content. interview with the dean of admissions was so so. i have to stuy up for a test i have to take.

i love all you fuckers......

Fri, 29 Apr 2005 17:38:40 GMT

last nights show was one of the best we played. so much movement on and off stage.
we will still make fun of ochxc.

anyhow. we have the show tonight. details on the website.
and around this morning will be heading home.

Sun, 24 Apr 2005 17:58:09 GMT

on the road again.....

Tue, 19 Apr 2005 17:39:22 GMT

stayed home from work today. obviously depressed for god i dont know why. and i sjtu couldnt bring myself to fake any smiles today. hanging out with mike and n8o today. probably just fuck around with the t-bucket or something. i dont know whats wrong with me though. im not even agitated. just solemn. put pictures in myspace today. didnt shave, dont care. took them today so youll tell well how i feel.

First off let me say you look so tired...rest your head and shut your eyes empty ambition blankets the sky...
I'm thinking 'bout another world tonight
so drop the gown, the game's over
just push your face into the fight and it breaks my heart like dancing up all night
ride so high we both start thinking 'bout another world tonight and it feels so wrong
like nothing we've ever felt before
the stranger's candy takes you where you ought to be in broken alleys in the back of every street
close your eyes tonight baby you can have it
soon you'll find I'm never gonna take you back home
well there's so much you never told me and there's not much I want to know
'cause your pretty face will do just fine
you'll be the star of my every last night
let's go for a long ride I'll show you places you won't ever want to leave
the stranger's candy takes you where you ought to be in broken alleys in the back of every street
tonight we could bring it all down
we could bring it all down
they think this body's a dead note dancing to the beat
but they'll never see this ghost coming till its well on its feet